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Archive for March, 2009

I’ve read somewhere that finding out about a spouse’s infidelity is a lot like losing a loved one, and that you have to go through all the stages of grief before you see light on the other side of the big fat mess your husband created of your life.  Ahem.  That isn’t really verbatim from the article; [...]

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In the middle of a blizzard this morning, I drove to a doctor’s appointment I made to make sure I didn’t catch anything nasty from Nikki the Ho.  And I was feeling VERY angry about all of this, about the more serious possible consequences of my husband’s affair, because the doctor read off a veritable laundry [...]

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For Today

This morning, I had to stop myself.  I had to stand still, stopped dead in my tracks and check my attitude because it absolutely sucked.  I am a good person, and I know that calling in negative things when I send negative things out to the Universe is counterproductive to my health and well being. 
To create a [...]

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I’ve spent far too many hours entertaining thoughts of spray painting “No good white trash ho” or even just plain old “SLUT” on Nikki’s car.  I’ve daydreamed of buying myself a baseball bat and labeling it “Nikki’s Free Love,” and keeping it in the trunk of my car, just in case I should run into her in [...]

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What a rollercoaster I’ve been on!  This whole affair thing has left me swinging, mood-wise.  Nikki I have chalked up as a loss – a complete and utter waste of oxygen.  What’s weird though, is that I am taking a second look at my spouse.  I never thought I would do that – not in [...]

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Dedicated to my adoring husband and the lovely Nikki, who once upon a time was my friend.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EmqIsnIp5uc

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Shit Storm

The truth about my skeevy father in law is officially out.  The fact that on August 19, 2006 he tried to put the moves on me as well as the fact that when my husband’s sister was a child, he molested her.  Routinely.  FCUKING SCUMBAG.
My thought is, if he had any decency, he would do [...]

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Yesterday I found out my spouse has been having an affair for a few years with a dear friend (not anymore!) of mine, Nikki.  A woman who I have welcomed into my home, have shared my daughters with after she lost hers in an accident… a woman he allowed me to call “friend.”  I managed to [...]

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Anyone who lives in Colorado will know what I’m talking about when I say I’ve got the fever.  Spring Fever, that is.  We’ve had days and days of unseasonably warm weather which has done a number on my head.  I can’t help gazing longingly out the window at the sunshine, but I know that even [...]

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I’m still feeling positively wretched today, but my mood is still kind of fun.  It’s Friday and I’m going to the country tonight!  Yeah…. baby!
I went to weigh in at Weight Watchers last night – I signed back up because I cannot seem to keep myself honest without being accountable to an “official” scale where [...]

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